Things I can’t and won’t say to you

I miss you I love you Do you still feel for me? Did you ever feel for me? Was I just a rebound? If I I’d what you asked, would you be happy then? Did you cheat on me? Did you leave me, just for her? Why don’t you ever keep your promises? Why did…

When did you become so tired of us?

Today I sat alone in my car and cried because I love you I love you and once again I’m watching you go back on everything you said you wanted You said you wanted us and me and all of my love I just thought you should know I still cry out rivers for you…

I tried

I’m trying to remove my anger and animosity towards you and what you’ve done to us, but it’s like you want me to hate you. What is it with you? Now I am sure, I am so sure that YOU are the one who actually can’t let go

Things about you still hurt

Things about you still hurt Like the fact that you had someone new only 4 days after telling me we needed to break up so you could “find yourself” I wonder, did you find yourself in her? But I know the answer , of course you didn’t. You are still the same and you will…

Forgiveness

I’m giving you the opportunity to right your wrongs not a second chance in the sense anyone would give a second chance so that what went around doesn’t come back around the body mind and soul can only handle so much breaking I know what I went through and I think that was enough for…

I CANNOT BREATHE

you have stolen my lungs and now my chest is empty without them because you have my heart too Although I’m sure you’ve misplaced them because you don’t feel for me but you’re just selfish enough to keep the thing I need to breathe

not anymore

one day it won’t be hard We won’t be miles and miles away one day I won’t be able to turn over in bed without running into you one day my showers won’t feel so cold because you’ll be there too one day we won’t have to worry about time we will just be one…

based off of you

“my heart will never be the same” “I want someone to be in love with me” what does it say about to people who leave you after they take it all not only do they take it all they wish for the things you already gave them they swear no one appreciates or loves them…

My love & my memory

Of all the letters and flowers we had given and thrown away. My memory serves me better than they ever could. Love is not something you forget. Love is what makes us healthy. My love is what keeps me breathing It is my oxygen tank, but no I don’t carry it. It floats on its…

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I want nothing more than to roll to my side and see you look in your eyes and tell you the little bits of my day you haven’t heard yet I want to lay my head in the crook of your shoulder and sleep even if just for a few minutes I relished in every…

my opinion on you

I think that it is easier for you to pretend like you never had the things I gave you, than to face the fact that you let it all go. 

NEVER

You are NEVER supposed to find content at the door of the one who broke you               You are NEVER supposed to deliver your tears to the one who left you                             And NEVER look for…